West, Analisa Hadyn

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Analisa Hadyn West

SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M ODDS AND ENDS BUT THAT'S ME ,

stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok[/i][/center]

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age16

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gender female[/font]
member group Rank C, Suicidal[/font]
face claimBrookelle Bones[/font]
reason for being hereAnalisa's parents sent her here to help her overcome her habit of inflicting pain upon herself.[/font]
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SAY AFTER ME IT'S NO BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY ,

the things that you say is it alive or just to play my worries away?[/i][/center]

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personality

[/font] Analisa is probably one of the most contradictory person you'll ever meet. She finds it hard to make friends due to her bipolar nature. She's prone to mood swings. The slightest comment can bring out her worst. But when she's not being hated at her worst, she's easy to love at her best. However, when she's alone, she is never without a deep hatred for herself. There is constantly a razorblade or some other sharp object being drug across her wrists, creating the satisfactory pain. She also keeps a journal, within which she writes her deepest secrets, feelings, and occasionally, a suicide note, though her philosophy about suicide notes is that they're pointless. If you're going to kill yourself, then do it. Don't waste away precious time writing about it.

nightmares[/font] Her worst fear: facing the rapist she saw before, or someone similar.
daydreams[/font] All Analisa wants is to be loved. But because she spends so much time thinking about death, she spends no time at all contemplating her future beyond her time in St. Isleng.
secrets[/font] Analisa has many secrets. She witnessed a rape when she was young, and did nothing. This is perhaps the reason she despises herself as she does.
what they see[/font] Analisa doesn't want to be here, but at this point, she'll do anything to get her parents to stop bugging about who she is and what she does to herself.

family[/font] Darren West (Dad) and Margaret Long West (mom). Middle class. Marriage on the rocks. Analisa also has a cousin from her mother's side of the family that is also living in St. Isleng.
description[/font] Analisa Hadyn West was born April 12, 1993. She lived your basic childhood, happy and loving, until one tragic night, as she was walking home from school, she witnessed a man rape a woman. She was eleven at the time. The man saw her. He stopped to gesture at her to keep quiet, and then drug his finger across his throat to simulate death. Terrified, she ran, and never mentioned the incident to her parents or anyone else.
After that, she was permanantly changed. And the problems started. She hated herself. Every night, all she saw was the face of the woman that Analisa had stood by and let get hurt. Ana hated herself. The only comfort she could find was in her journal and the pain. And that's what she did for 6 years, until her parents finally took notice (they weren't very observant, apparently), and sent her to St. Isleng.
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YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO REMEMBER ,

you're shying away but i'll be coming for you anyway[/i][/center]

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the writer's name, contacts (if any):

[/font] Megan, contact me through my email ([e-mail]) or through PM. It really doesn't matter.
say wha? the code please:[/font] Dwight Schrute[/size][/blockquote]

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