Clem Rose

[CLEMENTINE IRENE ROSE]

CLEMENTINE
IRENE ROSE

SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M ODDS AND ENDS BUT THAT'S ME ,

stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok[/i][/center]

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age

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gender[/font] female
member group[/font] rank f
face claim[/font] juno temple
reason for being here[/font] her parents sent her here in fear of her eating disorders.
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SAY AFTER ME IT'S NO BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY ,

the things that you say is it alive or just to play my worries away?[/i][/center]

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personality

[/font] If there's a girl who brightens the room once entering it must be Clementine! A fashion icon in her own right, a model before coming here, cute, spoiled rich daughter of a very rich man... well, she's all that you wish you were! What's worse, you really can't hate her because she's so damn loveable! Look at those cute dimples and her innocent, sincere laugh? She's like a child in many ways. Naive, always playful, tempermental, innocent, and sneaky. Let's go into those words in further detail. Naive... she never thinks of consequences. What is the use for a girl who's rich daddy fixes everything for her when things go astray? Or why think of the possiblility of overdosing when it was your dad who gave you drugs? She's never even truly witnessed bad consequences. Always playful, she's like an energetic puppy who never takes naps. She hates being bored! She is constantly moving, constantly going somewhere or getting into some sort of trouble. Just think back to the time when her friend and her narrowly escaped being arrested by the police at Muse. She's spontaneous, jumping about and laughing loudly at innappropiate moments.

Tempermental, well, ever met a toddler not tempermental? Oh, but it's cute when she complains because she smiles in her fussy times usually. The next second, it's like before it never happened. In the words of don draper, it'll shock you how much it didn't happen. Which is the way she lives; living in the moment. A more favorite trait is her sneakiness. Like any drug addict, she's a pro at hiding her stash, acting through highs, lying through her teeth, you know the works. She hides a tragic past, but no one would ever know unless they tried to reach her. The second you try to go deeper, find who she truly is, she flees and hides in her comfort zone of pills. She wants to have a good time, shopping, obsessing, talking, pill popping, smoking, and partying. She's a tease to the boys, just to have fun. She's never thought of having a serious relationship until Dakota came to the picture. Maybe she's fake. But it's not on purpose. It's just what it all came to. Facing yourself just isn't worth it's effort. She has dreams but she never sleeps anymore. She's moving forward, blindly so. Towards a brick wall, down a ditch, towards the side of a bridge, downward- down the toilet she pukes in.

nightmares[/font] death, dakota dying, falling out of love for dakota, being embarassed, being disliked, being hated, running out of money, getting fat, get ugly, being raped, overdosing
daydreams[/font] to be famous, become a model or actress, fall in love and marry, to become a sucessful business woman, fly a plane, ride a motorcycle, not want drugs, help others, own a goreous purebred cat, travel the world, being 'needed' by someone
secrets[/font] she may have been raped, was in an institution before, is a drug addict because of her father, saw her father cheat on her mother
what they see[/font] Oh, everyone loves Clem. Around here she's considered a socialite, a peace maker, a total sweet heart- no one dislikes Clem Rose! She's just too sweet to hate. People who get jealous quickly get won over for Clem has a way of making friends and getting guys to fall head over heels for her. One complaint, she's such a tease to the boys.

family[/font] father ll nikolai rose ; alive
mother ll fetinia rose ; alive -seperated
oldest brother ll timofey rose ; deceased, motorcycle accident
older brother ll melor rose ; deceased, suicide
description[/font] The past of Clementine Rose is one shrouded with deceit and shadow. It's layers of lies and things she pretends to have forgotten. Born of a very upper-upper class rich family, a look into their family tree will show a heritage rich with American and Russian history. Clem would live a very leisurely and comfortable life in the ranch, mansion home in california. Her mother had a wild passion for animals and it seemed sometimes her passion was stronger for the animals rather than her children. That's not to say Fetinia didn't provide the nuturement and compassion a mother is to give. There was simply a boost, a plus that was always lacking. Perhaps it was her heart that was breaking secretly from a breaking marriage with Nikolai.

Clem was best friends with her two brothers and spent their first school years homeschooled. Then due to Nikolai and Fetinia wanting to 'work things out privately' the children were sent to boarding schools in England, very close to their grandparent's home. Timofey would scoff 'is England far enough or should they send us to mars?' But that was dry sarcasm. Timofey loved being away from his parents as much as he felt they loved being away from them. He was a rebel, sort of. He was a rebel that never needed to rebel, he got everything he wanted and was content. He could get away with anything and still remain on his father's good side. Melor was always different and much more quiet in his attitude. Clem just enjoyed boarding school, she was quick to become the most popular girl in her grade. She loved her grandparents and they would do whatever she wanted without question, Clem was quick to manipulate them however she pleased. She loved the attention.

The kids returned home when Clem was in seventh grade, this time she was attending a private school. One evening when her mother was out of town for a horse competition, she found her father having an affair with the neighbor. She was 'silenced' with a slap and when her mother noticed her strange behavior, her father said she was mentally ill. So he had her put on heavy prescriptions which dulled her out severely. She was losing weight, grades were slipping and days were getting blurred together. She clung to her brothers for protection. Even had Melor tuck her in at night but when he left, as he always did, she felt the blushing daze she was in confuse her. She'd wake up, wondering if she had been raped or not. The confusion caused her to eat less and become anorexic, then soon when she did eat, she'd throw it up. One day, she quit taking the pills and threw a major temper tantrum. She told her mother everything with her dad standing there. Her mother refused to believe her and was convinced by her father that she needed help. She was sent to a mental hospital for half a year.

Back from the hospital, she was on her best behavior. Still on prescriptions, still having trouble eating, and still fearing the deep sleep of night. She went back to school, and began experimenting with drugs. She loved going to bars with her brothers and having a real social life like an adult. She was breaking out of the cage her father had built her. Then tragedy struck again. Melor came out of the closet and he was cruelly recieved. They sent him to a mental facility, a week later they got a call that he had hung himself. At the funeral, Clem felt ill from too many pills and wondered of the possibility if she was close to overdosing, she considered taking more pills. She begged and pleaded her brother Timofey to take her to the bars when he got on his motorcycle after the funeral, he refused. That morning she was told that he had a wreck and was killed instantly. Clem feels certain that it was suicide.

Traumatized, she shut down for good. She dropped out of school and moved into her parent's apartment complex they owned. There she began getting heavy into drugs and alcohol. One evening she was invited to dinner at her parents. She reluctantly accepted and went, only for the dinner to go awful wrong quickly. She had a mental breakdown and was once again sent to a mental hospital again. After a short stint there, they made her move back home only for her mental condition to grow worse and more irratic. She pleaded to go somewhere out of the town, out of state, country! Anywhere but here! They finally allowed her to come her, a definite compromise but Clem was too desperate to argue more about it. She's been here for two years and has been improving. Or so her parents think. In reality she's now a drug addict with a minor eating disorder and an intense party lifestyle.
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YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO REMEMBER ,

you're shying away but i'll be coming for you anyway[/i][/center]

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