Post by scream3 on Jan 14, 2010 7:34:27 GMT -5
FIRST MIDDLE LAST
SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M ODDS AND ENDS BUT THAT'S ME ,
stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok[/i][/center]
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[/center][/color]age[/font] eighteen
gender[/font] male
member group[/font] rank a ADDICTS
face claim[/font] Alex McKee
reason for being here[/font] Drug use, self harmer, suicide attempt.
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SAY AFTER ME IT'S NO BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY ,
the things that you say is it alive or just to play my worries away?[/i][/center]
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[/center][/color]personality[/font]
He's a guy with a constantly changing personality. It changes depending on which drug (illegal or prescription) he's choosen for the day, or which combination. His drugged personalities are what would make it such a shock if any student ever found out he self harmed. Despite his drug addictions there are however days when he simply drinks or has no money. Its on the moneyless days that he sinks back into his depression.
As for his self harming, it occurs at random times. You can pretty much guarantee it if he hasn't had some sort of hit, but it does occur sometimes when he's drugged up too. Sometimes he doesn't actually remember doing it, he'll just wake up with yet another open wound and another blank spot in his life. He has only attempted suicide the one time that landed him here... so far.
Don't think he does all this because he thinks its cool or whatever. He does it to forget, to forget what he can't remember.
As for schooling he does ok, well if you take into account he spends his days drugged. Despite his not remembering his past he can still read and write and still has the skills that a student would have gained up to fourteen years old. The knowledge a student gains from 16-17 is simply missing. Some parts of the fiveteen year old knowledge was there, but once arriving here he was placed in tutoring to catch up that knowledge though it was decided he was never going to be able to learn the missing 16-17 year old work with his addictions and lack of care. but he manages to push on through with most of the work he recieves here with passing grades, though you can't say he was trying his best, sometimes you can't even say he was tyring at all.
He will always be loyal to his friends, he will always keep his secret and he will always be there for anyone who needs help. But in saying that it must remember his personality, and mood, is constantly changing.
nightmares[/font]
To forget what he does actually remember.
To run out of money.
For another student to find out he self harms.
daydreams[/font]
Death.
Freedom from his depression.
To find love, or a best friend to share his life with.
To find out what happened to him.
secrets[/font]
to everyone- He doesn't remember his past.
to the other students- he self harms
what they see[/font]
They see a boy who is always changing, though not all of them realise he's an addict.
Nobody is ever really sure what to expect of him.
family[/font] Family Unknown.
description[/font]
His history is unknown, even to him. First thing he remembers is living in a flat in the middle of the city, living with drugs and scarred arms. He had no electricity but somehow managed to pay the water bill, the rest of his money went into food and drugs. He was seventeen when he first 'came to' and had to slowly peice together small parts of his life, like his name and age.
He continued to live that way for another few months, partying with friends, cutting deeper into his arms. It drove him insane everyday as he tried to remember what the hell had happened to his life. It scared him not knowing what his past was.
Eventually he ran out of money, which meant no more drugs, and that just left him with a whole heap of empty time in which to think about things he couldn't remember and a very tempting blade.
He woke up in hospital, arms bandaged tightly. Blood tests revealed the drugs in his system, and that with the combination of his self harm and suicide attempt landed him firmly in St Helenas hospital wing. Instead of admitting he didn't remember his past he created a fake one, a lie. He simply told them all that his parents were work-a-holics and he was over it. They believed every word of course, why wouldn't they?
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YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO REMEMBER ,
you're shying away but i'll be coming for you anyway[/i][/center]
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[/center][/color]the writer's name, contacts (if any):[/font] Scream, pm
say wha? the code please:[/font] We all know I know the rules =][/size][/blockquote]
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