[open]look at the stars how the shine for you

[ellie eliza kay]

Ellie sat in the den. She had just puked up all of her food. She felt fat as hell. Looking at her body, she made a disgusted face. "If only I was skinny," she said, talking to herself. The girl was bone dry no fat on her bones at all. But she decided to ignore her nasty thoughts about her body image. "Oh mario kart!" she giggled with joy. Placing the game in. She grabbed the remote and started to kick some major ass with Yoshi. That was her favorite character on the game. But for some reason she just couldn't get it out of her mind. How fat she felt. Her sister was skinny, why couldn't she look like her?

Kicking her feet on the table. Which the staff bitched about it all the time. But she never listened to them. They couldn't tell her what to do. All she wished for was to feel pretty, to be pretty, and to be the perfect weight. She always started vomiting if she got over ninety pounds. Unlike most people who do this, she actually brushes her teeth after. Why would she want to lose her teeth? Then that would make her body image even worse. She would feel so ugly if she had her teeth missing like some meth head. It was bad enough that she puked up her food. But looking like she does meth too. God, not her idea of a walk in the park. "First place, yeah that's right bitches!" she hollered before chanting. "Ellie Eliza Kay, first place and the fans go crazy." She started to make some wooing noises. This amused her. What else was she suppose to be amused by well she was in here?

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[SHADOW LIZ SNOVER]

Shadow watched the girl in the den play Mario Kart, one of the games in this dreaded place. Shae could remember sitting on the couch of her brother's apartment and playing the game with him when he was home. She knew Luigi was better than Yoshi, and she would fight for it if she had to. Watching this made her upset though, especially when she saw the ghost girl again wondering in front of the TV. This wasn't going to happen to her today, so she ignored her kind little visitor and sighed instead, turning her attention back to the girl on the couch. I made Shadow upset to see that others had to hurt themselves to make them feel better. God she was pathetic, always complaining in her head.

"You know, Luigi is way better than Yoshi." Shadow said to the girl on the couch, removing herself from the wall she was leaning against. "He has a faster car." She wasn't saying that as a fact, just that Alex would always play Yoshi, and fail miserably against her Luigi. Shadow looked down at shoes, then at her wrists which had started to burn again. It wasn't too long ago that she had found a knife stashed in her clothes, and it didn't take too long for her to use it. Shae knew what it was doing to her, but she always felt better, like she was helping something get to her. Sighing, Shadow sat down on the couch, opposite end of the other girl, and perched her head on her elbow. This was going to be a long day unless she was able to speak to someone.

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