CAEDMON, stefano maine

[STEFANO MAINE CAEDMON]

STEFANO MAINE CAEDMON

SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M ODDS AND ENDS BUT THAT'S ME ,

stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok[/i][/center]

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age

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gender[/font] male
member group[/font] rank a - addicts
face claim[/font] jordan holland
reason for being here[/font] stefano is an orphan, a drug addict, and no one wanted him because he is trouble.
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SAY AFTER ME IT'S NO BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY ,

the things that you say is it alive or just to play my worries away?[/i][/center]

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personality

[/font] there's always something eye-catching, heart-pulling about someone, if its your best friend or a complete stranger. well, there's nothing special about stefano maine caedmon. he's a complete asshole, yet he has a soft side. stefano doesn't exactly enjoy getting close with people because of his trust issues that have been there since day one of his life. stefano is independent for many reasons - he's able to do a lot more of what he wants, freedom. he knows he can take care of himself, but someone else? that's practically impossible. he's an eighteen year old hot head. stefano is too blunt for you, probably. he believes the truth hurts more than lies do, so that's why he's honest because hurting people breaks them free from their stupid little fairy tale endings. it's only to keep people from disappointment, or if he's just bullying someone. he hates it when people act like they don't know what their problems are, only to break them down in the end.

stefano is not some cuddly snuggly best friend bear you can hug all the time. stefano's outside is something you'll never get past. it's like bodygaurds gaurding britney spears or something. stefano also likes metaphors to explain himself, because honestly he doesn't know who he is, just the things he wants. he's no deep thinker, he's just there, thinking the normal everyday things you would think. stefano has no sympathy. maybe if your his best friend, which is unlikely. everyone has problems, wipe your tears and get your ass in gear. stefano's favorite thing to say to someone crying in the hallway. honesty - something people don't understand when it comes to stefano. he loves being blunt as i explained before, but when it comes to telling the truth about himself or an event, he's always lying. he likes to point out the obvious, the problems people have. it's not to make himself feel better because honestly he feels great about himself!

stefano's soft side is there, but it's faint. fading, really. stefano is sarcastic, and it's like a heart attack when he's actually nice. he's a flirting machine - always looking for a good, sexual time. if stefano ever does get in a relationship, he's really got like the girl. and thats when his rough tough exterior falls. he's a perfect gentleman, loving the girl so much. stefano has a lot of love in him actually, but it's never out in the open. hardly anyone has seen that side of him. it's one of his worst fears, too. someone discovering that side, because it would rip him apart. yet stefano couldn't hope for something more amazing than falling in love. he does get tired of being an asshole, hates pretending most of the time, but if he could have tomorrow to give up this infamous attitude, he'd drop like a fruit fly. stefano enjoys secret things - secret flings, secret friends, anything! but for right now, he is an average in-your-face asshole.

nightmares[/font] someone will break him down, dying, falling in love, letting his guard down.
daydreams[/font] find someone who will appreciate him, and look past his rough exterior even though it's really hard to.
secrets[/font] stefano is apparently a "recovering" drug addict, but secretly he's a dealer.
what they see[/font] coming in around five feet and eight inches, and one hundred and forty pounds, stefano is a striker. his hair is a natural coffee black color, straight and always in a mess on top of his head, short layers, long layers and medium layers sticking in all sorts of directions. stefano's style looks more as if he got dressed in the dark - or, really, simple things. plain tshirts, pants, and jackets. nothing fancy for him if he's only going to wear it once. stefano's skin is a milky color, and he's proud to be pale. he's got a few tattoos, and gauges. stefano has your average body for an eighteen year old, yet he seems to be a bit buffer than usual. he always looks really clean, despite his crazy hair. stefano likes to be hygienic.

family[/font] mother | jennifer caedmon, 31 (age when she died), deceased
father | cabel caedmon, 36, (age when he died), deceased
grandmother | ella anderson, 65, deceased
grandfather | bobby anderson, 68, deceased
description[/font] it was a rainy halloween when stefano cabel strumheller was born. there were complications - and jennifer strumheller died giving birth to him. it was a heart breaking tragedy in the small town of uvalde, washington. a town where "nothing bad happened and everything good started". the town's phrase was crushed by the boy with no mother. in his early stages, stefano was treated like a royal king. it was all sympathy, yet, stefano was too young to understand. the townspeople then believed young stefano was cursed when ate age 5, his father was killed by a drunk driver. his grandparents, ella & bobby anderson took him in, comforting the young boy who had no clue about his horrible life.

the boy grew to being shunned by people in his town. he was considered bad luck, and was always alone in school. stefano was confused - did these people hate him for something? it was all too heart crushing to be a loner in his young life. when stefano turned thirteen, questions began to pour out into the open and bobby was becoming a stubborn old man while ella tried to keep stefano's past away from his hands. but when ella wouldn't answer his questions, stefano begged and begged to know, and eventually ella gave in and let him know. stefano was sad, yes, but was a lot more confused. why did everyone hate him because of his parents dying? flash backs to being a baby receiving presents and goods for being the motherless child.

stefano was still confused by the time he reached age fifteen. the kids in his school wouldn't go near him, afraid of him, bullying him, blaming him for anything and everything. stefano's life was at a very low state - stealing a few pills now and then from his grandfather to keep himself going. one day, stefano was walking home from school when bullies from his school jumped him and beat him up. stefano landed in the hospital and ella knew that was enough. the small family packed up and moved away from the small town and moved to san fransico, california. there, stefano was happier being a stranger to these people.

but eventually, he became no stranger and began to make a lot of friends. stefano was known for playing the guitar well, and his voice while he sang. he was practically famous at his high school. and for a freshman, the top classman never bullied him. stefano began to hang around with the hippies, the artists, the stoners of his school and got more into drugs. smoking pot, eating shrooms, licking stamps with acid on them. ella noticed more and more of her husband's pills disappearing, and grew worried. she searched stefano's room, finding a shoebox in his closet full of lighters, cigarettes, bags of weed, and a bag of her husband's pills. stefano was confronted when he returned home from school one day, but by that time, the drugs had numbed him and he was the asshole he is today.

but he was a good actor - apologizing to his grandparents and promising to be good, to stay away from his friends. but it helped him become a better liar, always saying he was going somewhere with someone else and then do drugs. stefano was sixteen when his first line of cocaine hit his system. his best friend at the time introduced him to it, and it was the best thing that had entered his life. it was then stefano turned into a raging drug addict, and got sexually active. he grew to be a great liar, and a great musician. he started to get gigs in a local club and began to grow famous for his music talents. but stefano became too much a junkie to even remember how to play chords on his guitar.

stefano received the news of his grandfather's death when ella was lecturing him for using drugs. a teacher from his school got suspicious and had a witness tell him stefano was using. ella learned this, and was upset with him, and sent him, at age seventeen, to rehab for a month. when stefano came back, he had learned his grandmother had died of a stroke. stefano was hurt, feeling as if it was his fault everyone died. stefano began to smoke pot again, use opium and cocaine. he was then funded to be sent to saint helena's institution a year later.

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YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO REMEMBER ,

you're shying away but i'll be coming for you anyway[/i][/center]

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the writer's name, contacts (if any):

[/font] tahlia, PM
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