lucy diamond penn

[jaycie nina pierce]

LUCY DIAMOND PENN

SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I'M ODDS AND ENDS BUT THAT'S ME ,

stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok[/i][/center]

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age

[/font] twenty three. gets called eighteen a lot.
gender[/font] female, she changed her name for drug uses.
member group[/font] teacher:]
face claim[/font] dani gore.
reason for being here[/font] she's a teacher.
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SAY AFTER ME IT'S NO BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY ,

the things that you say is it alive or just to play my worries away?[/i][/center]

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personality

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Lucy's personality is different she's very wild but at the same time mature and very deep she cares a lot about people and is very imaginative. Her personality has two sides to it the addictions, and her real self which isn't really showing a lot cause her addictions destroy her take her apart and spit her back the fuck out.

ADDICTION SIDE: Her addiction side is all that's on her mind. Wants to have sex, and wants to get fucked up so badly that she can't remember shit. That's all she dreams about all she cares about. In rehab she tried to not think about it but it was all that kept her going. That she'd get out and get so fucked up that she'd die. But then she met Dakota. Her whole body and mind fuels on her addictions. All she does is puke, shit, and pee out blood when she was really heavily into it. It's gotten better but that's all she ever wants to do. Is forget her past, even though she said to herself that she'd never be like her parents. That wasn't true. Cause it wasn't her fault she has these addictions. They found her. Now she lives with her regrets for caring for the rest of her life. Her regrets for trying to find Lennie all on her own. Lennie is her reason for her addiction. And she carries Lennie into her future forever. Body and mind. She loved that kid. Now he fuels her addiction.

HER REAL PERSONALITY: Really deep down she cares wants to be loved and wants to love someone back. But for some reason she's so depressed. And sad, screams to God every night asking to be killed. Why did she deserve this? What did she do wrong? All she wants is Dakota but she would never try and take away his teenage years to a piece of shit like her. Depressed, lonely, heartbroken, and cares way to much. But hates herself. A normal girl, that hates the shit out of herself. That's why she walks this world alone, alone, alone. God forbids her to be happy. God forbids her to be alive. She doesn't know what's real or not. Cause the drug place is a scary world to live in. Most of all she needs love to get through it. Or she's going to die at a young age.

nightmares[/font]
- she'll not know what's real or not
- she'll get put in rehab for the second time
daydreams[/font]
- to get fucked up so badly she blacks out every night
- to never see her family again
secrets[/font]
- she's had a thing with dakota
- cheated on her ex husband a lot
what they see[/font] a teacher? hahah.
family[/font]
Lance Hixson - Father / In Sweden
Maryanne Hixson - Mother / Dead
Lennie Hixson - Brother / Missing
description[/font]
Alice Hixson was her real name born on January 23rd to Maryanne, and Lance Hixson in Sweden. Her mother was a druggie to an extreme would get high everyday of her life, inject Heroin right in front of her eyes. Her father Lance was an alcohol and would beat the shit out of her every morning for years and years. This innocent blond girl just turned sour her love for anything turned into hate. Everyone when she was younger would make fun of her cause she didn't wear the newest thing. Her blond hair always fell in front of her hazel eyes hiding herself from the world and all of it's pain. When she was thirteen she was used a lot by lots of guys. Never was loved by anyone. When she turned fifteen her mother overdosed and died in her arms, well she cried for her to wake up but her mother never did.

Later when she had turned sixteen her younger brother Lennie had followed her outside and she had lost him. It wasn't her fault she didn't want to believe it. She when around the whole state looking for him never giving up on that boy. He meant the world to her. Her legs would ache, her heart would be pounding on her chest but her will never died. The things she had seen well she was searching for her brother never to this day would be told. It hurt her. The worse thing was she was drugged, and sold into prostitution which was why she ended up becoming so heavily into drugs, and alcohol. The police came and pulled her out. They had saved her. All she could do was cry "where the fuck is Lennie? what did they do to Lennie?" but they didn't know what she was talking about.

She spend her a ripe year of her life in that hell hole. All she had to think was that Lennie was dead. Never saw her father after that. Alice was placed into rehab for a year, at the age of seventeen. The most scariest and hardest thing she ever had to work for. After she got out she worked for months and months to not do drugs. But that was all fucked up. Pretended she didn't do it. Got to find a job sooner or later. When to college for a degree in teaching. When she was twenty and in college she got married didn't love her husband at all but really insanely and madly tried to hard to but ended up cheating on him a lot and then they got divorced once her found her fucking some guy in their bed. After college at the age of twenty one she started teaching for a while. For a long time, she liked it thought she could get use to it. But no she couldn't put her drugs and school in the different time zones. Alice had to feel good need to feel good! So she did it whenever the fuck she felt like it.

When she was teaching in private school she met this amazing wonderful teenager Dakota but she didn't want to be with him. He was fifteen! And she was twenty one that wouldn't look good. No she couldn't be with him! But a while after pushing it away she fell in love with him. For the first time in her life she was in love with someone and someone loved her back. It felt amazing. More amazing then she could never possibly understand. How a fifteen year old could make her feel this great. They had so much sex, and she showed him drugs, and alcohol. The two got fucked up together. But she wouldn't do it with anyone else. Even though she felt bad for getting him into weed, and alcohol. She was protecting him from all the other things she did in her free time.

But she finally got arrested for being her. Taken to jail. Hoping that Dakota would still love her but she decided it would be best if he would leave her alone. Never talk to her again. Hoping it wouldn't break his heart. But he was a teenager needed to find love in someone else. And it wasn't this fucked up twenty three year old that just got out of jail not to long ago. She decided to go back to her teaching career and change her name. Yet the dramatic part, is she didn't know that where she decided to live Dakota was there. What is it going to come down to? How is Dakota, and Lucy going to react? And is Lucy going to push Dakota away again? STAY TUNE! (ahah felt like doing that .. hope that's good enuff)
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YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO REMEMBER ,

you're shying away but i'll be coming for you anyway[/i][/center]

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the writer's name, contacts (if any):

[/font] just janell. PM.
say wha? the code please:[/font] i know the rules![/size][/blockquote]

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